Sometimes I think I’m drowning by consent. I entertain issues in my heart and mind that are not good for me. I know they are not good for me yet I’m drawn to them like a moth to light. I allow my mind to go on excursions of thought wasting time and energy unnecesarily. The [...]
Filed under: Uncategorized on April 29th, 2011 | No Comments »
I am provoked all the time by all sorts of things. Circumstances provoke me to react. People provoke me to react. My own tiredness or impatience provokes me to react.
All I know is that whenever I do react I always lose a measure of life. Some provocations are to pleasure, most are towards protection or [...]
Filed under: Uncategorized on April 22nd, 2011 | No Comments »
No rain for many weeks now and it’s April. Things are dying through lack of water. New things are not growing.
It seems that for nature to live and grow it needs a constancy of water and sunshine. In the same way I am seeing that constancy is important in relationship. I need to bring a [...]
Filed under: Uncategorized on April 20th, 2011 | No Comments »
I am experiencing pleasure through things and people and circumstances. There are some wonderful things available today for me to enjoy and I’m blessed to have some great people in my life. My circumstances are very pleasurable in that I get to work at something I love.
And yet strangely the same things can run me [...]
Filed under: Uncategorized on April 16th, 2011 | No Comments »
Reading currently about illusions. Apparently we spend a lot of our time living in illusions that will never happen. We create ideas about the future, who I will become, who I will be with, what I will own next, where I will go. Our thoughts wander through these coridoors endlessly exploring the future and drawing [...]
Filed under: Uncategorized on April 13th, 2011 | No Comments »
Heard a great talk on drift. When on holiday you go for a dip in the sea you mark in your mind where your group are on the beach and go in there. When you come out however they are not there, they are some distance down the beach. Sometimes so far you can’t see [...]
Filed under: Uncategorized on April 7th, 2011 | No Comments »